Dear diary

Dear diary,,

Why do some start writing in their diary with "Dear Diary". Its like you are talking to your diary. Letting out everything in your heart to a piece of paper that seems to understand your feelings. Listening carefully with all that you want to say. Agreeing with all your points, comments, dislikes and likes. Only to accept but never reply back. What a listener. Can't get any better than that. And the best thing is, it never reveals your secret unless being forced by others.. most of the times its your fault not keeping it far enough from other hands reaching into it.

But soon enough you'll get bored with it. Not replying back when what you need is the them saying "Its ok honey, you'll be alright", "Its not your fault, shit happens" and other comforting sentences. you're filled with anger, not knowing what to do. hoping that you diary will eventually write itself the solutions that you are waiting for. "Honey, don't look back, leave him/her, they are unworthy people to be with you", "Go for it, slap the fuc*%$^g asshole..."," Next time, you'll get a better luck", "Put it down as Chelsea 3-2 to Liverpool, you'll win a fortune", hehehe.

(It would probably be a good storyline for a telemovie, Hero = Rosyam Nor, Heroin = Siti Sarah, The diary = APek Senario kuang kuang kuang)

What am I talking abot???