Not what you would expect

Coming to office this morning hoping to finish off the report that suppose to be out by last week. Than the big man said.. talk to my 2nd man.. 2nd man is MC.. than.. wait tomorrow..

Then so call the presentation was cancel..

Shud have stayed in Phg temaning my wife cos the mom-in-law is still at kpg.. was thinking of taking mc today,, but because of these two "big" things, i decided to come to work.. now neither can be completed.. what a waste... Shian my wife..

The it....

First time in months I had the chance to go out "lepaking" at mamak at nite since I got married. Not that Ireally missed it, but it was "best".

We talked a lot, about this and that.. the world, work, family, religion, sports .. the norms of man talk..

Once in a while,, some cute and when we were lucky sexy chicks walk past us.. Man that one i missed heheh... I can't remember the last time I went out for KL's nite life.. probably to the "Beach" some time early last year.. Hot chicks everywhere man in KL.. what you have to do is look around hehe.. But I do like this new life.. Serene could be the word to describe it..

Though,, sometimes its stressful.. "letih" to say...

The one thing bugging me now is I can't seem to make my mind to stop "flying" here and there.. It can't relex.. Works, future, life, money etc etc etc... all come in at one time. And when that happen, it is the most tiring time... need some relexin method like Yoga or sometin..

......................................................I shud be off........................................

Neither here nor there..

Mondays are becoming worse for me now..

LEft Mentakab for KL at about 7 this morning. Kisses the wife and Shahirah goodbye.. The loneliness feeling creeping up even its just 11 now..

It is hard, my body is here but my mind is there... hoping that they always be in good health, happy and all. wondering what is it they are doing rite now. Not knowing kills me.. knowing would probably does the same if it isn't what you want to know...

The word "tawakal" is a harder word to follow than to say. Can you really say that you'll accept EVERYTHING in allah's willing for anything, whatsoever happen to your love ones when you are not there with them.

Listening to my heart... How small and insignificant myself to what has been writen down for my life by allah.. May he bless me with a wonderful life.. amin...

Wala wula wali

Dear my self,

Wife and my daughter is at the kampung rite now.. feel a bit lonely at times.. luckily mom is at home with me.. but she really wanna go home also.. maybe friday.. depends if she has recovered from her flu or not..

Mom can't really stand living in KL for that long... She used to say that she wants to take care of me.. I never had the opportunity.. but now when there is one.. she seems to be reluctant.. thinking of her house lot.. maybe thats the "hikmah" I never had a place of my own before.. if not maybe troubles come..

anyway... ....

Finally,, baby is here

Last week was a hectic one for me...

On wednesday... my wife was admitted to the hospital...
On thursday,, she had her c sec...

And the baby was safely delivered... a healthy but rather small baby..
Insyallah she'll grow fast...