Neither here nor there..

Mondays are becoming worse for me now..

LEft Mentakab for KL at about 7 this morning. Kisses the wife and Shahirah goodbye.. The loneliness feeling creeping up even its just 11 now..

It is hard, my body is here but my mind is there... hoping that they always be in good health, happy and all. wondering what is it they are doing rite now. Not knowing kills me.. knowing would probably does the same if it isn't what you want to know...

The word "tawakal" is a harder word to follow than to say. Can you really say that you'll accept EVERYTHING in allah's willing for anything, whatsoever happen to your love ones when you are not there with them.

Listening to my heart... How small and insignificant myself to what has been writen down for my life by allah.. May he bless me with a wonderful life.. amin...